The new world in which I find myself has an extraordinary transparency of freedom from barriers, making it seem that I have somehow become the empty space in which everything is happening. One stops trying to be spontaneous by seeing that it is unnecessary to try, and then and there it can happen. The Zen masters often bring out this state by the device of evading a question, and then, as the questioner turns to go, calling him suddenly by name. As he naturally replies, "Yes," the master exclaims, "There it is." To the logician it will seem, of course, that the point at which we have arrived is pure nonsense, as in a way it is. From the Buddhist point of view, reality itself has no meaning, since it is not a sign pointing to something beyond itself. To arrive at reality, at suchness, is to go beyond karma, beyond consequential action, and to enter a life which is completely aimless. But to Zen, this is the very life of the universe, which is complete at every moment and does not need to justify itself by aiming at something beyond. To the Taoist mentality, the aimless, empty life does not suggest anything depressing. On the contrary, it suggests the freedom of clouds and mountain streams, wandering nowhere, of flowers in impenetrable canyons, beautiful for no one to see, and of the ocean surf, forever washing the sand, to no end. Furthermore, the Zen experience is more of a conclusion than a premise. It is never to be used as the first step in a line of ethical or metaphysical reasoning, since conclusions draw to it rather than from it. To try to formulate the Zen experience as a proposition, "Everything is the Tao," and then to analyze it and draw conclusions from it, is to miss it completely. To say that "Everything is the Tao" almost gets the point, but just at the moment of getting it the words crumble into nonsense, for we are here at a limit at which words break down because they have always implied a meaning beyond themselves, and here there is no meaning beyond. Although profoundly inconsequential, the Zen experience has consequences in the sense that it may be applied in any direction, to any conceivable human activity, and that wherever it is so applied, it lends an unmistakable quality to the work. The characteristic notes of the spontaneous life are mo-chi-chu, or going ahead without hesitation; wu-wei, which may here be understood as purposelessness; and wu-xi, lack of affectation or simplicity. Much of Zen training consists in confronting the student with dilemmas which he is expected to handle without stopping to deliberate and choose. The response to the situation must follow with the immediacy of sound issuing from the hands when they are clapped, or sparks from a flint when struck. The master may begin a conversation with the student by asking a series of very ordinary questions about trivial matters, to which the student responds with perfect spontaneity; but suddenly the master will say, "When the bath-water flows down the drain, does it turn clockwise or counter-clockwise?" As the student stops at the unexpectedness of the question, and perhaps tries to remember which way it goes, the master shouts, "Don't think, act, this way," and whirls his hand in the air, or perhaps less helpfully he may say, "So far you have answered my questions quite naturally and easily, but where is your difficulty now?" The student, likewise, is free to challenge the master, and one can imagine that in the days when Zen training was less formal, the members of Zen communities must have had enormous fun laying traps for each other. � {END} Wait Time : 0.00 sec Model Load: 0.64 sec Decoding : 0.30 sec Transcribe: 336.66 sec Total Time: 337.60 sec